Dear Me

I have to start dating again. Am I ready? No I'm not. I dont want to be with anyone else but him but, I know dating will help me to forget him and fast especially since he will be in my life for quite some time. I constantly have to remind myself that he doesn't want to be with me anymore. He has given up on me. The one man I thought would never do that, the one I love and want to spend the rest of my life with. He has given up and doesn't want to be with me. Ready or not Samantha, you have to start dating. Ready or not, you need to move on.